"Do not do unto others what you do not want them do unto you."

Bet everybody knows tht phrase uh. But smehow, this is nt working for me, I’m pretty fucked up now cus my parents jst effed me up. Wtf…cus of stupid minor stuff. you guys always shout and create a big fuss when i do the slightest mistake. But when bro did even mre mistakes ans even worse than mine. You both just shut your mouth and act like nth is wrng. C’mon am i nt your child? Just because he’s older then he cn be always forgiven?

Well bck to the point, i always showed respect to you folks and always give you guys wht you wnted frm your child. Like accompanying you all my weekends. When my weekend are the only days i’m free. I sorta spend my free tim with you guys. Thats wht both of you love-family time. I was there when you both needed someone to have lunch or dinner when you are alone. I even dragged my bf at times so i still keep you guys company. I was there when none of my bros wanted to go and carry your grocceries. I offered to help and make an effort to always give you constructive comments when you both needed one. I always helped out with the housework. At times when i see you both tired after cmg hme late frm work, i offered myself to do extra just so you both can have lesser things to do. I practically thought for you both before i act. I care for both of you.

However I cannot be compared to my elder bro. Who does nothing at home. Who quarrel with you both for almost everything. Who always speak to you with impatient tone cus he’s dota-ing 24/7 when he home. He never spend any time with you guys and never offer to help in anyway housework. He comes home everyday to face his computer and ignore you guys. He always reject you guys when you call him to join family dinner.

So tell me, am i not doing enough for you guys?
Or am i just less impt?
Or maybe i should act like your son,
for you to treat me better?

You guys always comment tht i’m fat and my clothes don’t match. No praises and compliments. You just emphasise on my errors and wrong. You never supported me in wht i want to do. But you guys always compliment him and gave him your support.

I guess i’m jst nt your son.

Pretty ironic uh? People i love break/hold me tgt @ the same time.